my deepest

my deepest
my lowest
my darkest place.

my body as a dump
my soul is the disgust
yet... my heart is purer than gold.

but to untangle
but to reveal that heart

t'will take an eternity to uncover
to unveil that which is pure

and in my heart of hearts
i wish not to be human
i wish not to be apart of the nature of sin

but frames of grace in dimensions unknown
is pixeled into my ever changing heart
from my unchanging God.

what a solid Stability
in a world of instabilities.
and a soul full with insecurities.

legacy

today.
i have put on a pair of bigger pearls.
the definition to my action is void.
but i wear my pearls today.

today.
i will be introduced to new people.
see faces i've seen before
anticipating their arrival.
but i wear my navy pants today.

today.
i prepare my heart to lead.
to prepare other hearts to lead.
one day to take my place,
but i wear my hair a little different today.

today.
with all this to say
my dreams on my sleeve
and my troubles gone far away
i anticipate the arrival of those to go before me.
and i attire in dresscode
to example what i would hope to leave
a legacy.